it's been awhile

its been months, but I guess I forgot that the written word can
help me see the inside.
these last couple of weeks have been sort of a "DTR"
(defining the relationship) with the Lord.
there have been hard times where I thought my
relationship with the Lord was dependent on the Honor Academy
and good times where I am completely satisfied.

Well hey, that's life.

in my decision to return to the honor academy as a dorm director
while it was a hard decision it was like a test, a test of trust
and of faith.

God says He will never leave me and He directs my steps,
this Abba Father of mine would never lead me astray
I must trust that.

As I walk forward, back to teen mania...
its a new chapter with familar faces.

                               life is like art, it gets messy before you see the masterpiece.